So, a careful reboot and reanimation, not too many words at a time ... and we should get a pulse.
Anyway, today I was reading in the park and having these side thoughts that often accompany a good book and one of them, albeit a bit trivial, was about joyless life. If you start having these symptoms you might actually be in one:
1. Inability to sleep
2. inability to play
3. inability to small-talk
If you have all three, do something about it fast. One recipe that I know has helped some people is to do something useful to someone for completely free. The trick is that it has to be completely free, asking for less money does not do the magic.
Actually, this is not a self help blog and I am not a doctor. Just sharing thoughts.